

Envy
I just read the story of Joseph being reunited with his brothers. It’s a story I’ve read or heard sermons on for years. I never thought too much about the preferential treatment Benjamin received. It seemed to me that Joseph wanted the youngest to get special treatment. He had from Israel his father and so maybe Joseph thought that was proper and good, the way it should be. But it now seems to me this was a testing for his brothers. Would they succumb to jealousy and envy as they had years before? Had they really changed? Joseph had to know. Was their “conversion” real? Or were they just saying what they though Joseph wanted to hear?
I think this is the same way God tests us. We say we’re born again, we’ve changed, we love Jesus. But do we really love Him? Do we really keep His commandments?
Trials and temptations come into our lives which provides a perfect way to test our faith. Some people have little problems, some have huge issues to deal with. I see Christians in good health and other in tragic, painful conditions. Wealth or poverty, good or bad families, health or sickness, it’s not given equally. Some have so much and some so little. Envy along with bitterness could grip us. We could look pretty good on the outside but inside could be resentment. The Bible says we’re not tempted above what we’re able to endure. Enduring is hard.
The fact is, we each have a role to play in the kingdom of God. Some of us are like Job and can truly say ” though He slay me, yet will I trust Him”. Some of us are weaker. Many talents or few, He entrusts us with what we’re given. The Lord wants our total trust. Our life and death and everything in between requires us to either trust Him or find our own way. We’ll be tested. He doesn’t lead us into temptation; that’s just a normal part of life on earth. But He does deliver us from evil. That’s what He wants us to believe, that He is able and willing to keep us unto the day of our redemption, that He is the author and finisher of our faith.